They said what I believed was just a lead gilded its surface.
Then I found it's was nothing more than block of lead.
her brightness was fake. But it didn't disturb my love.
It was enough to make me like I was.
My love was too much to keep inside of me. overflowed and became a knife and stabbed you and me.I know my pain is because of my fault. But I am sad, ashamed, and vain. I'm not wise man.
You were all of me, and you created my life. But I am nothing of you. you were my reason. and you still stay in my head, but you are allright without me.
溢れて 突き刺さる 朝焼けはいつも眩しく 虚しさ 隠せず それでも
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ME ESFUERZO TRATANDO DE COMPRENDER
COMO ES QUE NO FUNCIONA EN MI COMO CON LOS DEMAS
ME EQUIVOQUE AL PENSAR QUE CON EL PASAR DEL TIEMPO APRENDERIA A ESQUIVAR TUS RECUERDOS
QUIZA TRAS UNAS CUANTAS LAGRIMAS
COMO PUDE PENSAR QUE CONSEGUIRIA OLVIDAR CADA PALABRA TUYA
AHORA QUE ES LO QUE QUEDA DE MI
SOY SOLO UNA SOMBRA INSANA ATADA A TUS RECUERDOS
CADA PASO QUE DOY NO ES MAS QUE UN FALLIDO INTENTO POR OCULTAR MI LOCURA DE SABER DE TI
OBSERVAR MIS MANOS MANTENER EL PULSO
EVOCAR EL PASADO CUANDO TU APRENDIAS A DISFRAZAR CON BOSTEZO EL LLANTO
DESPERTAR MIL VECES Y COMPRENDER CUAN INSIGNIFICANTE LLEGA A PARECERME EL MUNDO AHORA
DORMIR UNCAMENTE PENSANDO QUE MAÑANA TU AUSENCIA IMPORTARA MENOS ENTRE MIS MEMORIAS
DORMIR TAN SOLO ESPERANDO UNA MAÑANA A LA QUE NO ADELANTEN TUS SOMBRAS
DORMIR TAN SOLO DORMIR HASTA SUPERAR QUE
QUE SOY MENOS HOY SIN TI
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信じたものに滞って
明日にした期待は今日を照らしてて
心さえ こんな心さえなければ傷を負うこともないのか
この苦悩さえも命にふさわしいというならばそれを全うすべきなのか
在るのは意志よりも迷い
期待からの憂い 惨めだ 惨めなんだ
これだけ抱え込んだものも 一目
credits
released April 28, 2019
Words:Ken
Song,Edit:堀川鉄馬
Video:横田和樹(kOTOnoha,185studio)
Rec : Kodai (FALLING ASLEEP)
Mix&Mst:Johan Liljeblad
Featuring vocal:C. Hinojosa (Eforos from Chile)
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